Chapter1

A girl awaits the call she will never receive. Sitting in a huge kitchen, that has shines greatly and looks good enough for the gods, hoping that the man she calls father will call. She slowly raises her head and pushes away A piece of her black, which one of the many physical attributes she had inherited form her Father. She Can’t believe that she actually believed him When he said he would call. It was not the first time he had let her down, but she had thought he had changed.

Hello, my name is Jena, and I am15.(I will be 16 in about three days) I am about 5'4"and look as If I am 4" Taller when I am wearing my shoes. I have an average build, (but like every teenager I hate the way I look) I have long luscious black hair that shines so brilliantly when it is hit with the sun light. I hate the color brown since my complection is golden-bronze, because I am Hispanic. I love to go hunting and fishing, but I am very much a girly girl. On a good day I am wearing pink, but since very few days are good I often wearing black. I am one of those people who can be surrounded by tons of people but still alone.

I live in little town in Washington called Hazelville with my grandparents. When I was about One and a half me and my sister Sandra were taken away are mother, and are dad at the time only claimed that Sandra was his child.(when I turned 12 my dad signed all the legal papers claiming he is my father) Sandra moved away about a year ago leaving me without my nephew Jared. He was one of the reasons I was never very depressed, and now he is gone I feel there is nothing to be cheerful about. I always ask myself every day "What the purpose of this thing we call life, and why is it worth living?"

As I told you earlier I live with my grandparents.(But some days they can be a pain) I love them to death , but I feel as if there is more and there is somewhere else I should be besides here. I have never had it hard financially, because my grandparents are pretty wealthy.(My Grandfather owns a huge company that builds computers) As a child I received everything I ever wanted, but my most prized gifts were the letters I received on my birthday from my father. Since I did not know my father very well I yearned for his love and attention. I hate the fact that I will never know my father well enough to actually claim him as a "father". Unlike my half brother Steven, I never got to know my dad. Steven got to grow up knowing and having a father. (Even though We share a father we never contact each other, it is as though in an alternate universe we could be siblings but not here and now.) I look at the pictures that Sandra had given me, it is as though I am not apart of this little happy family but the blood that flows through my veins tells me different.

Now that I know my father will not make the call to see if I am ok and if my life is going great I slowly walks down the corridor. While walking down the long and rather plain

corridor I look up upon the bare wall, and upon the wall is the single painting that I enjoy seeing. The painting is of a sunset on the ocean, and is held in a solid gold frame. When I look at the painting I think of being free and not having to abide by any ones rule, basically I am setting my own path. At the end of the long corridor is chestnut door with a finish that would dazzle you. This is the entrance to my room.

I walk briskly past the large stereo system which takes up the left corner of the room. I speed straight towards a magnificent king size bed with a canape. The bed was made up so well that it looked as though it was in a show room. Besides having a room that any girl would die to have, I was not that different from anyone else. Sure my family was rich, and I did not know my parents, besides that I am very normal. I quietly say to myself that I am not tiered. Then I passed out.

"Good Morning Hazelville" Blasted my alarm. " It is yet another Monday which means back to school. As for those parents don’t let those kids slouch at the table it is bad posture."

I thinks that this guy is a really something. I gets out of the bed heads towards The bath room which is on the right of my bed.

"This as good as it gets." I say aloud to myself with disappointment while looking in the mirror. Slowly combing through my long main of black hair she think of how the day could possibly go wrong. "Well, the only ting I can say is nothing has ever bitten me." I say smiling because of the fact that I thinks that a vampire in my world is nearly impossible.

I slowly walk out of my bath room. I walk straight to my open closet. Tons and tons of clutter. Cloths every were from ceiling to floor, you could not see the clothing rack if your life desponded upon it. I randomly picks up a pair of blue flairs and a common black shirt not caring what anyone will say. While getting dressed I remembered to put on a wristband to cover up the scare upon my wrist. The scare is from a past time when my depressions was at the lowest point it could possibly be and I thought that death was the only way out. I realize nothing but death will release me, but I am wanting to wait a little longer before giving up.

"Hey Jena, How is your day Going so far, and why dose this hall way smell like chicken?" Brian said with a gleeful smile upon his face. Brian is 16 years old, about 5'8", wavy dark brown hair, smile that could make any one stare, and he is a very handsome man. Brian has a personality of his own. He don’t care what others think of him just as long as he is happy with himself. Along side him was Jason. Jason is the guy that is my best friend, but secretly I like him more than a friend. Jason is 16, about the same height as Brian, and is very handsome he kinda has the tall dark and handsome look going towards his favor.

"Jena what is going on? My short yet beautiful friend." Sarcastically says Jason while Brian cracks up laughing.

"I am beautiful." I agree, "but that is not the point, I am doin’ just dandy, and yourselves?"

"We are ok" Brian and Jason say together

"Did you guys do anything last night?"I ask

"No parents being most dread ful." Jason says with a huge smile upon his face.

"Me earthier", Agrees Brian, "The parents don’t trust me. They don’t trust me. They said ‘You are going through a time in your life that you know right from wrong, but your best judgement will not always rule’ I think that is not it at all."

"What do you mean?"Jason asks, fearing the answer

"They are scared one day I will come to them and tell them that they are grandparents to be." Brian says as though it is nothing big.

"Wow, what did you do this time, cause’ it sound serious." I ask with a serious look upon my face

"Well I guess my parents don’t trust me cause’ my sister got pregnant when she was 16, and they think I will follow In her footsteps, and come and tell them that I had gotten some girl pregnant."Brian says with this look upon his face that says he is not a hundred percent sure that is the reason.

"Just cause of that, well that is a relief " Jason says, "Cause we all know you are queer."

Brian Is slowly turning red, and out of pure instinct he starts to head towards Jason slowly pushing up his selves, because by this time he was on the left of Me and Justin was on the right.

"Ok Boys. We don’t need to be fitting" I said as though I was an authority figure.

The boys started laughing hysterically. "Well I suppose we shall be getting along to the ever boring classes that are required by the state. So I will see you all after school. Same place same

time." The guys shake there heads quickly up and down in approval. "Love ya guys lots"I say hastily as I run to class.

"Hey what is up beautiful?" Jason says with a huge smirk upon his face. He was the last to arrive at the park. The park is about three blocks away our houses. (Jason and I are next door neighbors) Brian and I were sitting on the top of a cement table talking about random subjects, Waiting for his arrival

"I have to bid thee goodbye, I’m am afraid." Brian says while jumping of the table. "I have a major essay that is due tomorrow. So I have to go. I will see you guys tomorrow." He

said while slowly walking away. Once Brian was out of sight Jason slowly leans toward me and whispers into my ear.

"Jena there is some thing I need to talk to you about."He whispered into my ear

"Ok" I said as though we were having a normal conversation

"I"He says as though He was not sure what to say, "there is something I want to say but I don’t know how to?"

"Well you can tell me anything"

"That is it, it’s about you" Jason starts to get this look of uneasiness on his face because he is nervous.

"What is it?" I said as though worried it is something bad

Jason looks up at Me.

"I love you. I have tried not because you’re my best friend, but I can’t help it" I was stunned and did not know what to do. It is not every day your best friend tells you they love you. I had never been told that by any one but my family.

"Well if it accounts for anything I love you too." I said gently and stared at him with generous and loving eyes

"May I kiss You" He asks still gazing up at ser with caring eyes. I was pondering through my mind. My thoughts were, "should I says yes. I want to say yes, but should I?"

With no more thought I Said "yes"

He slowly moves in as I sits there, and he gives me a little lip to lip kiss. I just sat there astonished, thinking this is it. Jason slowly pulled away.

"What is the matter. Jena, was that not enough?" Jason said as though he was nervous, but he secretly just wanted to give her a real kiss.

"I-I just thought that are first kiss would be romantic not a quick lip to lip action."

"Well if you want to try again." He said leaning in for the second kiss

"No that is quite alright" I said, "When the time comes we can enjoy it"

"Ok than. Jena, may I walk you home?"

"Well, it is not like we aren’t next door neighbors, and you haven’t been secretly coming into my room to watch movies, and you haven’t known me for all your life" I said with a smirk upon my face. I hopped up off the table and we walked home together.

Chapter 5

"Tap, tap"I awoke. I was very curios about the noise. I slowly sat up and tried to find the source of the noise. Then there it was again. I slowly headed towards the window, because I figured that was where the source of the noise.

"Hey Jena, You awake?" Jason said Standing out my window, " are you there?"

"Yeah," I said in reply, "Why, what do you want?’

"I could not sleep, and the only thing I could think about is you." He said with meaning to me. I was thinking. Now that we are together does it change things between us. I thought that he might expect more now.

"Do you want to come in?" I asked. My mind was still pondering through all these questions.

"Yeah, Hold on." He slowly climbed through the my window, very quietly not to make a loud noise. Once he had gotten completely through the window he smiled at me. I was wearing my regular sleep wear. Not anything to reveling.

"What do you need or want?" I said trying to keep a straight face while he brushed the dirt off his pants. He was not wearing a shirt I had seen him a lot like this, but now it was more appealing to me.

" I will not discuss what I want," He said with a smirk upon my face, "I needed to see you . It is not uncommon for me to come over here for the night."

"Well I have got a new movie we can watch, but like usual you have to go at 6am. Cause’ I have to get into the shower at that time."

"What I can’t take a shower with you." He said sarcastically. I gave him a look that said shame on you. " I was joking"

"I know," I said taking the look off and putting a smile on, "but if my grandparents find you here they will freak."

"I know. We should watch the movie now" he said a little deppressed.

"What do you really want. Besides to watch the movie." I said

" I am a man and I have wants and needs." He said as though he wanted to do something.

"Well depending upon the need depends upon if you will still want." I said in a seductive way.

"Well we can cuddle today," He said, "and..."

"This weekend my grandparents are going out. So come over then and I will see what I can do."

"Ok that works for me" He said so we slowly walked over to my bead and we both laid down. I started on the left and he stated on the right, but by the middle of the movie I was in his arms. I really was not paying attention to the movie, I was more focused on Jason. I was in awe. I slowly looked up at him, and I realized he was not watching the movie either.

"Jason," I said, "today you said you loved me."

"Yes, I said that"

"How many others have you said that to?"

"None. I have never said that to anyone. Not even my first."

"So your not virgin?’

"No, I thought you knew."

"Yeah, Brian told me, but I was not sure if he was telling me the truth."

"Well he was. Are you still a virgin?"

"Will you make fun of me if I say yes?"

"No I swear I wont"

"Yes, I have not found that guy yet."

"Well do you not want to be?"

" No, I want to experience it." I said and I just realized what I said "And if you would we could do it right now."

"Well," He said with thought

"What is it? Am I not pretty?"

" No I just want are first time to be magical, for you." He slowly leaned in an gave me a kiss. For the first time we had shared the same taste. I had experience for the first time a real french kiss, that was romantic. For about ten minutes we just laid there kissing. I wished that this would never end.

"How is that for romantic" He said

"What" I said looking up at him love struck

"Earlier you said you wanted our second kiss to be romantic"

"It was great."I said. He started to laugh "what is it ?" I demanded.

"I love you and I can’t wait till this week end"

"Well we have got to go to bead, it is already midnight" I said

"Well go to bead, and I will see you in the morning." He said, then he kissed my forehead. I put my head on his chest and for the first time in my life I felt secure.

"Buzz, Buzz" the alarm blasted. I forgot that I had changed the tone from the radio to the buzzing. I hit the alarm forgetting that Jason was still in my bead.

"Good morning." He said looking up at my cause when I turnt off the alarm I got on to all four to hit it. Without Realizing it my legs where on either side of him, so I was basicaly sitting on him.

"Did you sleep well?" I asked

"Like a baby." He slowly leaned up and kissed me.

"I have to go take a shower" I said smiling down at him.

"I think that you should go" he said taking me off himself and pinning me to the bead and giving me another kiss.

"Well I will as soon as you let go," I said smiling up at him

"See you in a hour," He said letting me go

"See you then"I said with one last kiss before he hobbled out of my window. I hopped into the shower, and for the first time in my life I was actually happy. This was a feeling I could not recall feeling for a very long time. On this day I did not look in the mirror and say in my normal gloomful voice ‘this is as good as it gets’, but I simply smiled and walked away. Today I decided to wear a regular pair of lairs with a back long sleeved shirt. As I started to walk to school I started to admire the beautiful autumn leaves as the slowly fall from the trees.

"Hey Jena, hold up" Jason said when I was already a block away from our houses

"Hey, my beloved" I said with a smile looking back up at hm. I was wearing tennis shoes so I felt short. He kissed my on the forehead with his soft lips.

"Wait," I said as I halted, "We must wait for Brian"

"Why?" Jason whinnied

"Cause’ he is our friend" I said annoyed he had asked

"Ok we can wait if you give me a kiss" Jason replied looking at me with his big puppy dog eyes.

"Ok" I said with a smile" As we slowly leaned in to each other. We where standing there about three minutes just slowly kissing in the middle of the street. When we pulled away from each other we realized that Brian was standing about ten feet away from us.

"Why" Brian yelled As he ran down the street.

"So, do you think he is mad?" Jason sad while scathing his forehead

"Uh, let me think...YEAH" I said stunned that Brian was so mad about me and Jason being together. " I think I need to go talk to him."

"Ok, you go do that and I will got to class" He said walking away. I slowly walked over to the park, cause’ I knew that is where he would be. Sure as I was there was Brian sitting on the table. I walked over to the spot where he sat slowly and quietly as though not to spoke him.

"What is wrong?" I asked him sincerely

"I can’t tell you" he said almost weeping

"Why is that? I promise I will not tell anyone"

"Well it started about a week ago," he started to say, "I was just sitting here with Jason, and we were talking about the most random topics, then you came up. And..."

"And what?" I asked

"He said he loved you. I oddly felt jealous, but is was not because he liked you it was because he said he had found love before me. At that point I made him promise he would not tell you that."

"You what?" I was startled

"I made him promise he would not tell you." he said ashamed of what he had done. I raised my hand and slapped him quickly.

"How could you do such a thing towards me, I am one of your closest friends"

"I deserved that," he said with an even more shameful tone to his voice, "but I have found love with someone, But I doubt they feel the same way about me"

"Oh, yeah I suppose you love me, right?" I said sarcastically not meaning it

"Yes" He said coughing

"What was that? Please in English this time" I said

"Yes, I love you" He said hopping I would feel the same way about him

"I am sorry, Brian I am not the one for you," I said trying to make him understand, "I love Jason, and I don’t know if it will last but till then I can’t imagine being with you"

"I know that," he said rather rudely, "I think I need be getting to class" He left me there sitting, and thinking. How is it in a week two guys can tell me that they love me. I am confused.

It is Friday my grandparents are gone and Jason is coming over for the evening. I don’t know what he has planned but I do have a pretty good idea what he is going to do. I don’t know if I am ready or not though. I suppose I brought it upon my self when I told him we will see On I think it was Tuesday. It is 5 and Jason is not supposed to be here until 7.

"Ding, Ding" The door bell rang. I wonder who that could be. I walked slowly to the door and hesitated

"What up?" Jason shouted

"God, what was that for?" I said rubbing my ear

"Well I am here to spend some time with the one I love, and I know you love me" he said with a grin upon his face

"How do you know that?" I looked startled

"Well I, don’t get mad." He looked at me making his eyes great and generous

"What did you do?" I said still a bit suspicious

"Well Brian wanted to see if you were really telling the truth because I thought you were eyeing another guy. So at first he thought I should ask Ben to tell you he loved you. It was to see if you were really telling me the truth"

"So what, You did not believe me?" I looked insulted

"No I did... I just had to make sure you were telling me the truth, cause’ I don’t want to be hurt again" He said putting his head down. Well I could not let him sit there with his head

down, so I may have done a few things to make him realize that he is what I wanted. I put my finger on his chin bringing his face close to mine and then I took a risk. I kissed him. I don’t

mean just a little love kiss, but I went all out. My lips his lips locked together in constant movement.

"How was that?" I said smirking

"Well all I can say is you are more than I expected!" I slowly lead him to my room. The whole time I knew all he was thinking about was me and him together at last. We walked

through the door and headed towards the bed. By this time me and him were kissing again. We tripped and fell on the bed together. I was still a little nervous. I knew it was what I wanted.

"Ring, Ring" the phone rang

" Who the hell would be calling you right now?" Jason said sarcastically, "You don’t have to answer it you know."

"Yes I do," I said , "What if it is my grandparents? So I really do need to answer it."

"Ok" he replied wearily. So sat up and answered the phone.

"Hello, this is the Hughes residence"

"Is this Jena Hughes?"the man on the phone asked

"Yes, can I ask who is calling?"

"This is Hazelville Memorial Hospital, you need to get here as soon as possible."

"Why?"

"Your grandparents were in a car accident"

"Are they ok? Are they alive?"

"Come to the Hospital and we will explain every thing"

"Ok thank-you" I hung up the phone with a look on my face as though it had been that had gotten hit by the car.

"Are you ok?" Jason asked

"We need to go to the hospital now" I said gloomily

"Ok we can go"He said with no other comment or thought

At the hospital we waited for at least an hour until the doctor came thorough the ER doors .

"Hello, my name is Dr. McCoy. Your grandparents were..."

"All I want to know if they are ok." I interrupted her

"I am sorry they did not make it. We did everything we could, but their injuries were to severe. Do you have some on you can call? Somewhere you can stay?" She asked

"Yes" I said in a far away tone

"We should go Jena" Jason suggested, but sounded more as though trying to cover me from the world

"Yeah" I said in replied to his suggested. We walked slowly to his car. I did not say anything at all. He opened the door and I sat down and buckled up. He did the same and then started the car. We only had to be on the road for about ten min at the most, but I was not keeping track of time. I was lost in my own little world. I was too focused on what will happen to me. My father was on the other side of the state, and I had no idea in hell where my mom was. I had just found out that Jason likes me and know I am probably going to be dragged across the state where I can only hope he will be able to visit. I had always wanted to move in with my dad but not this manor. Then I realized that I had to tell Jason that I will be forced to leave.

"Jena, we are back at the house," Jason said. I looked up and the house looked even more so empty than it had ever been, "I think I should go"

"No," I said quickly, "I don’t want to be here alone."

"Ok, I wont leave"He replied with a soft voice. We walked into the house together. We went in to my bed room to grab a blanket, then we went into the living room. We just sat down on the couch for a while. Eventually my head ended up in his lap and that is how we slept that

night. I could have not changed what happened to my grandparents but Jason and I were bonding like never before.

"What the hell is going on here" My dad said. He had gotten a call last night and took the earliest flight to Hazelville possible.

"What are you doing here?" I said quietly, cause at the time I did not know he knew about my grandparents. The worst part was that Jason was still asleep and my head was still in his lap.

"Well I got a call from the hospital last night that told me your grandparents had passed away. So I figured I should come and see how you were doing, but it looks like your just fine"he sounded mad then I realized that my head was still in Jason’s lap

"Dad I can explain this," I said quickly getting up but he gave me a look that said ‘yeah right’, " He took me to the hospital and brought me home that is all"

"Jena, in the kitchen now" He said with a tone that told me I would be grounded for quite a while. I lead him to the kitchen and Jason was still sound asleep on the couch.

"Dad don’t freak out. It is not what you think. He..."

"Jena I don’t want to hear it. You were unwatched the whole night. As your father I am disappointed, but as your friend I have to ask a serious question. You and him did not do anything, did you?"

"Dad, nothing happened"

"Ok," He said relived, "Jena, I am deeply sorry about your grandparents" Everything started to come back to me in a rush, I started to cry.

"Dad, what am I supposed to do," I asked, "I have no where to go"

"Jena come here," He said bringing me into him, he was gripping me like I was his little fragile child again.

My dad legally did not claim me as his child until I was 12, but he always knew I was his. My father is Mexican and is about 5' 9", and has black hair. I resemble him quite a bit but my cheeks are a little rounder. My dad is not the macho buff guy but he can kick your ass if he truly wanted to. My dad was my hero. Even though I did not know him very well I had always wanted be like him I some way.

"Jena, where are you?" I heard Jason’s voice in the living room, "Jena"

"Dad I have to go see what he needs" I said to my dad then he let go

"Jena, you stay here. I will go see what he needs" My dad replied with a smirk on his face. I was scared. He slowly walked in to the living room.

"Who the hell are you?" I heard Jason say. I was kinda ease dropping because I did not want my dad to scare him to much.

"I am your worst nightmare if you have done anything with Jena."

"What is it to you if I have done anything with Jena?" He said and then I knew that my dad was going to scare him VERY badly.

"Well tell me Jason, have you ever met a guy named switch? He will have something to say if you have had sex with Jena"When my dad said this I knew he had his switch blade in his back pocket.

"Well if I have done it with Jena I would not tell you" I thought that was not a smart reply.

"Let me see, Jason Meet switch," My dad pulled out his knife, "switch will gladly cut a few things off if you have done anything with Jena" By this Time Jason looked dead still.

"Ok Dad, you do not need to scare him more," I ran into the room and my dad put away the knife, I pointed at my dad, "Jason this is my Dad"

"Hello sir," He said stunned, "What ever I said was because I did not know who you were, and to answer your question me and Jena have done nothing.

"Jason, I like you stuck up for yourself when you could chickened out and I respect that," My Dad said, "I am Alejandro, but you may Alex. Yes, I am Jena’s dad"

"Excuse me Alex but I have to go," He said looking at me

"I will walk you to the door." I said to escape the talk my dad was going to give me. I walked Jason to the door.

"Jena, I will see you later." He said right before he gave me a kiss goodbye

"Bye" I mumbled, bitting my lower lip. I turned around an there my dad was standing in awe.

"I thought this Jason fellow was your friend, and not your ‘friend’ if you get what I mean," he said as though it was a question and a statement at the same time. I just sat there. I said nothing. My mind was pondering through all that had happened, "Jena are you in there?"

He was waving his hand in front of my face.

"Yeah, U was just thinking," I said, "Dad what am I going to do? I have no where to go"

"Jena you do have a place to go," he softly said to me, "you shall come live with me and your stepmother, and we can be a big happy family" He smiled and hugged me. This had answered my question of where I was to go. I just wondered what was to happen to Jason and me. If we were going to stay together or if it would be better if we just gave up and say we

shall just be friends now. I didn’t know what to do. All I knew is my dad was being very generous in taking me in like that.

"Dad, when do you plan to go back home?" I asked. He looked a t me for a while, thinking.

"We, shall leave in two weeks," he announced to me, "Sharon is expecting us back in a week but I will call her to let her know you need more time"

"Dad, I love you," I said to him thanking him for taking me in so quickly.

"I know Jena, but it is the least I can do for my baby girl," he was actually saying this with feeling, so I knew he meant it, "Sandra will be here later with Jared" After he said this a smile came over my face. I hadn’t seen my nephew for close to a year and now he was almost 2.

"What time in the evening?" I asked

"Well not till midnight I am afraid, until then we shall spend time together" He smiled at me. So from that moment on I knew he did care a lot about me. We spent the whole day just talking about how life was treating us. I told him a little about Jason, but not a whole lot. He told me that I was the only person who could stay so calm in this situation. I learned that Sharon was exited to have me come live with them, and at this point and time she was painting the room that was to be mine. We just sat in the kitchen for hours just talking until I looked up and I saw it was 3pm.

"We have been talking for about 5 hours" I said as I stretched

"Really it has been that long," He said surprised, "I need to go get something to eat or I will die of starvation. Do you want to come?"

"No, I need to do something," I replied

"Ok then but be back before your curfew," He thought for a moment, "What is your curfew?"

"It is 11, and I will be back before then," I said with a smile, "Go now, and enjoy your lunch" He left.

I sat there for a while. The I heard knock at the door. I wondered who that could be. So with no concern at all I went and opened the door. At the door was a news reporter. She started to ask me all of these questions about how I felt about the situation. I just wanted her to leave me alone. I wanted hit this perky blonde woman right in the face. I wanted to make her nose purple and make it so she will no longer have a job in television cause she no longer had a

perfect face. It would of made me feel lots better if I had hit her, instead I decided to give her a piece of my mind.

"Stop talking for on second in your life and tell me your name and what news paper you are from" I asked her very rudely

"I am Katie Hoffman and I work for Hazelville Daily Enquirer," She replied with a cocky smile

"Well Katie," I said in sweetest voice possible, "You either get off my porch or I will make you"

"But Jena, I..."

"Get the hell away from me, " By this point I was mad, "Now" So she left. I kinda felt bad for telling that reporter to go away, but at the same time it felt good. I was so sad inside that the only I could possibly get it out was through my anger. I had never felt the need to yell at some as much as I did when that reporter would not leave me alone.

Ok, now that my anger was out I went on my way. I wanted to go to Jason’s, but I did not know if he was home. I walked over there. His car was still outside my house, because Jason and I agreed that it would be useless to move the car over one house. I knocked on the door. No one answered. So I figured no one was home. I turned around, and started to walk down the path. then the door opened. It was Jason and all he was wearing was his boxers.

"Jena.." Jason said from the door, " Do you need something?" Well I did not know what to say really so I just went to him.

"Jason, I was just sitting at home doing nothing. So, I figured I should come and say hello" I said with a smile

"Well come in then" He said waving his hands as though he was ushering someone in to a building. I walked the door, I looked as though I had never been there before. Jason’s living room is rather nice. It was similar to mine, but not the same.

"There is something I need to tell you" I looked down and a tear rolled down my cheek

"What is? No matter what it is you can tell me" He was so sympathetic

"Jason you know I love you. Right?" I asked

"Yes I know, and I love you too"

"Well Jason," I said as he pushed my chin up so I was looking at him, "I am moving"

"With your Dad?" He asked in shock

"Yes, but I don’t want to go"

"Don’t cry Jena" He said softly. He brought me closer to him. We stood there for a while. Then I started to cry a lot more. He just stood there hugging me and not letting go. I was peaceful there.

"Jason, I am tiered" I said to him

"Ok then, I will take you home" He said as he went to get his jacket. I went into his room right after him. I saw a picture of him and ex-girlfriend on the wall. I was not at all stunned because she was still his friend.

"Hey, Jason can we stay here?" I asked

"Yeah, If you want to" He said as I went and laid on his bead. He laid next to me. He held me close to him, as tough he did not want to let go. I looked up at him and knew that I wanted him to be the one, my first.

"Jason do you want to," I looked up at him, "Have your fun now"

"Jena, I can’t because I don’t know if it is you that is truly here" He said

"I am here and I want you to have me" I said this as though I was determined

"Jena, no,"He said, "I can’t not like this" He just sat there and hugged me until I fell asleep. I was asleep till 7pm. When I woke up Jason was still there. He was asleep too. The door bell rang. Jason still was not wearing any thing but his boxers, so he put on a robe. Jason went to the door. I followed him. He opened the door and it was the worst thing possible that could happen.

"What the Hell is going on in here" My dad yelled. I don’t know if it was the sight of me in my pajamas and Jason in a robe, or if it was that neither of us looked fully awake.

"Nothing Dad" I said in a calm but sleepy voice.

"What do you mean nothing You are both here together unsupervised" He was pissed

"I swear nothing happened," Jason began to say, " We were just"

"I don’t want here you," He yelled in Jason’s face, "You go home now" He pointed at me and I walked out of the house. He followed me to the house. I could not believe that he freaked out so bad. He was the one not acting grown up. I say this because I know that he will bring up the issue of age.

I sat On the couch and my Dad sat in the chair across from me. I had no clue what he was going to say, all I knew is that he was mad. I was going to say something to break the silence, but I figured he would yell at me. We just sat there. I knew he was mad because his eyebrow twitches when he is mad.

"What were you doing?" He asked in a calm voice

"We did nothing I swear"

"I am not mad that you were there, what makes me mad is that you can go over there with no thought at all. Your grandparents died last night and your acting like nothing

happened. A normal person would be grieving, but no my daughter is out with some boy doing something she will regret" He was mad and I was on the bad end of the deal.

"I am sad," I sad with a tear in my eye, "But I am doing what you taught me to do"

"And what is that exactly" He said snobbishly

"Not let things get to me, I am trying to keep going on with my life. Even though it feels like my heart was torn out and thrown on the ground. My grandparents were the only parents I knew. They were there when no one else was," I was crying while saying this, "and now that I have found some one who understands me and loves me for my personality. I hate the fact that you don’t like it"

"It is not that I don’t like it is just your only 16years old and I am afraid you don’t know what you want" He said trying to be sympathetic. I could not believe that he just said that. Like I said before he was going to bring up the age issue. He says I don’t know what I want because I am 16. Well he may be correct about one thing. He got my age correct, but the things I do I will never forget or regret. I just walk away from him. The things he say to me I can not hear because I don’t have to nor do I want to.